Lately I’ve found myself waking up at odd hours. I wake up once or twice a night to feed the baby and usually the last feeding is an early morning one, like between 5 and 7am. Sometimes I go back to sleep and sometimes I get up for the day.

Today is different.  It’s 3am and I woke up before Lorelei and am really wishing it was 7am and I could just get up for the day. How shitty will today be if it starts 4 hours earlier than it should? Why the heck am I wide awake!?

Perhaps its because I really needed to shower before bed, but it was out of the question. I remember having a bad dream that initially woke me up, but can’t remember the details except the kids and I were at Publix. Strange…

Well Lelu just woke up and I’ve finished feeding her. The routine of it (I guess) has made me a little sleepy again. Maybe a few hours more of sleep is a good idea, especially when I get to cuddle with my sweetie pie…oh and Jason.  ;o)